hmm i left camp very elated and there was no particular reason behind it, nor any particular event tat caused my mood to be so good...i just went back thanking God for being healthy, alive and with so many good things arnd me...today was just one of the days where everything simply fit into place...aniwaes alot of things seemed more prominent today cause i was in a good light so hope to share...
I have this buddy, someone i talk to often but yet not enuff to say hes super close but tha amount he has taught me in life has crossed various thresholds...he is someone i truly respect alot as a person i wanna look up to in life...he is someone who treats adversities like it was just a thing meant to bring you down and moves right on once he trips on them...he has alot of things in his head that i know is going on, financially its clear to see that he is suffering, family is going thru a very rough patch yet tha way he handles life? with a smile, everything that he is forced to do because of this adversities makes him stronger and he comes out smiling, dnt take it that he's this yoga dude who motto in life is karma, he has a bitter anger and i once heard him yeling at someone, a scar sight, he is extremely fit and someone who runs against the system and strives to be tha man he wants to be and not what society wants of him...with wat little he has he thanks his blessings and moves on looking for the next part of life..
I look at him and i feel ashamed of myself, every single time something happens to me, i quit and i grumble, yet i look at how much more i got in life than him and i think that i am such a pampered kid...its like a rich kid lamenting to a beggar that he cant even afford a ferrari...each and everytime this fren of mine does something when pressed with adversity makes me wonder why i did not react in the same way, or why i acted tha way i did....in time he made me see life in a whle new way and alot of examples on how to handle problems....i decided to make a better me after seeing him live a life much more fruitful with a simpler outlook....a few people have already seen tha difference in me and i hope that i wnt let him down by giving up halfway....*on a small note* as much as he ahs influenced me i hope i can one day be a person tat causes someone else to change...
As i made my way back i noticed this mini-accident, a lorry was backing up into tha alley and a bike was right behind him, as anyone who has a capable driving record knows tha back of lorries are totally blindsided and a major blindspot so he reversed not knowing tha bike was there, thankfully there was no major speed as tha lorry was not in motion and was reversing at a snail pace but tha guy on tha bike had to jump out of his bike and tha bike fell to tha floor...the interesting thing was that the guy on the bike demanded compensation for tha whole incident saying his bike got scratched...i simply feel both were at fault,in the traffic police's viewpoint in an accident its usually the guy at tha back that is most likely at blame because if he had kept a safe distance and kept his eye on tha road he would have been able to make adjustments...likewise tha bike was too close at tha back of tha lorry and got himself into trouble, tha guy in tha lorry was too in a hurry to start signalling early and reverse with caution...where a position where equal error was made i pitied tha old man who had to fork out money.....any one with licenses want to explain?
I really thank everyone arnd me whu has made me tha way i am and my humble apologies for every single mistake i made...i love you guys for tha way u guys are and again i plead for forgiveness for all the errors i made...to my exes sorry for being a bad guy to you guys, to my frens sorry for being a bad fren...And to those who still haven hated me enuff, thanks..thank you alot...for you guys i dedicate this song...
You're my hunny bun, sugar plum, pumpy upmpy umpkin. You're my sweetie pie. You're my cuppy cake,gumdrop,smikumssmookums ure, the apple of my eye! And I love you so, and I want you to know that i'll always be right here. And I love to sing this song to you, Because you are so dear!
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